Finally things are going well in some weird way.I think I'm starting to see things as they are and honestly I think I'm giving up on them even if I don't want to.I can't really explain why,maybe because I want to see that others care too.Even though my life was a complete nightmare for 4 months I feel soo relieved right now.Things became better.Even better then I hoped...All I can do right now..Is put my life ambitions on first place and have fun.