The last couple of days I've felt everything intensively...
so standing in the rain wasn't such a bad thing...I could feel it wash away all the bad feelings and It blessed me with the feeling of living my life
with full lungs and every breath was like the last...in that moment I felt alive in this whirl of thoughts and I have been freed from the constant thought of failing in life...
everything that wasn't important vanished and the only thing that was left was me for a change

It fulfills me like watching the stars or watching the clouds...Altough I always liked the night more,because somehow the night was my time...when all the streets are empty and it becomes silent...with only me on the streets facing the coldness of this town.. I really never knew how to appreciate the beauty of the day...

But now I know how to appreciate it

just like I know from now on I won't ever get wet on the rain I will walk in the rain...and I know if I ever called the rain a bad weather I haven't danced in it ..but I have